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End is Not That Bad, Really...

  “ The bad thing will disappear as fast as the good  one” When we think about ending, it's always something that has a connotation of being, awful, dreadful, scary, and often very daunting for us. The drive to always do the work has always been ingrained inside of us, and the concept of all of those hard work being reduce to nothingness really scared us all. To some extent, some even began to question all of the meaning that revolves around them. Like what is the point of trying if it were destined to fail. What is the point of doing it so hard and consistent that one day it will shattered under its own weight.   For me personally, the ending is comforting. To put it as an analogy, whenever you walk through a tunnel, you always hope for the gate before the sunlight flashes upon your very own eyes. Just the shines and the glimmers always give you hope that it’s going to be a better road up ahead. It’s a good analogy for this, and it’s exactly that. Every ending alwa...

Consciousness As A Gift

In my previous topic, I talked about the uncertainty nature of human mind and in the process of uncovering, we stumble upon a topic about consciousness. But what exactly is that? Consciousness is the state of mind of which we have the ability to realise and notice our surroundings and environment. It was arguably, the most important thing that ever happen to humans, after instinct. If we take an analogy with a computer, instinct is like a BIOS, and consciousness is like an operating system. Okay, still don’t get it?? Here’s the point. Instinct act as the first base to keep your physical body maintained and surviving the nature, while consciousness act as the extra instinct, you can say. But consciousness is different from instinct, its fundamentally and functionally different, as if we’re talking about the process of boiling and grilling food. Both were done for the same purpose, just a different way, different results, and different function as well. Then, what is the difference? Fi...

The Uncertainty Theory

Werner Heisenbergh has been known for his Uncertainty Principal that contribute much to a quantum physics subject. It was said that one can’t measure the exact position of a particle when the velocity of a particle is known, vice versa. This theory, at first seems so mind boggling and unfamiliar to us, but bear with me. It’s actually pretty close to a common sense, of which an exact position of something cannot be known if the velocity is known, and the exact amount of velocity is unknown if the exact position is known. Pretty common sense right?? Anyway, that’s just my bullshit. Nobody with a regular experience and hands-down no interest in physics will ever understand that theory, scientist and physics expert excluded. And, we go to my point. As in common sense of people who live longer than 15-20 years, life is unpredictable. Yes that is true. And very random as well, also true. But why?? Is it because the nature of the universe ? Or is it just us? Or is it something else that we ...

Questioning Why

  Since we were in school, we always taught to questions the big 6, which is what, where, when, who, why, and how. And we all know that “what“ is used to questioning a certain matter, just a scratch on the surface without digging deep into it, “when” is used to questioning the exact time of a certain event is happening, ”where” is used to questioning the place, a certain event take in to, “who” is used to questioning the subject who involved in a certain event, “why” is used to questioning the reason of a certain event happened, and lastly, “how” is used to questioning the process of an event that happen, and okay, you guys got the big picture of this whole ideas about question right? Now for me, I feel more intrigued by the “why”, and I think, the “why” itself, already took a decent amount of part in my process of uncovering ideas and creating something out of nowhere. You see, I’m a somewhat, weird kid, in a way. I’ve always curious and ended up fascinated with the works of sur...

The Source Of My ideas

I’m not that bright, or that rich. I don’t have the privilege to such righteous position in society, nor I have the access to all the money and all the link to all important people. I don’t have those, because I’m just like you guys. I’m just a simple being, that simply living and thinking. But sometimes, I have this tendency to just outright overthink all the available things that appear in my sight or just walks across my mind. Seriously guys, overthink (for me at least) is either a grace or a curse for me, because I could analyse something and around 80% I would get the answer from the question that I’ve been asked, OR…. I’m just ended up wasting my sleep time and wake up in such a horrible state of mind and wellbeing. And to be honest, I like it this way, eventhough sometimes I have this sort of frustration that enters my mind whenever I failed to understand the condition, well, sort of. The sources of my ideas, hmmmm. I got my ideas from many ways of sort, such as when I’m alo...