I’m not that bright, or that rich. I don’t have the privilege to such righteous position in society, nor I have the access to all the money and all the link to all important people. I don’t have those, because I’m just like you guys. I’m just a simple being, that simply living and thinking. But sometimes, I have this tendency to just outright overthink all the available things that appear in my sight or just walks across my mind.
Seriously guys, overthink (for me at least) is
either a grace or a curse for me, because I could analyse something and around
80% I would get the answer from the question that I’ve been asked, OR…. I’m
just ended up wasting my sleep time and wake up in such a horrible state of
mind and wellbeing. And to be honest, I like it this way, eventhough sometimes
I have this sort of frustration that enters my mind whenever I failed to
understand the condition, well, sort of.
The sources of my ideas, hmmmm. I got my ideas
from many ways of sort, such as when I’m alone, or when I’m feeling off in a
crowd, or as simple as taking shit in the toilet. I don’t know, my mind just
works in a weird way. I don’t really get it either. But I do notices one thing;
whenever there is a possibility for quietness, my mind will take control, and
this is usually where things get out of control. My mind just gets so easily
slipped from my path of thoughts, it’s starting to develop the tendency to have
a negative thoughts about myself (and I’m still struggle about it), and most of
the times I ended up feeling depressed instead of continue to deal with my
“creativity” and all sorts of things. But I’m here to talk about my process of
getting ideas, not complaining about my health.
Okay, usually I ended up in a spiralling
movement of negative thoughts, but 50% I have the chance to actually growing my
ideas out, okay?? So hear me out, stay with me. Usually, I’m just going to
relax my body, making them feel nice and comfy, and maybe tune up some “thought
music”, and let the mind do their job. Whenever they are doing their job of
creating and thinking, I will just sit there, nice and comfy, while preparing
to write or draw any ideas that comes out of my mind. This is the key;
“to record in all ways, any ideas that comes
out of my mind”
Because whenever I don’t record those ideas,
they ended up just wasted and 80% of the times, I just forget those ideas. I
actually still feel very guilty for dumping all of my ideas for writing a
novel, just because I felt that I can’t write or something is just distracting
me from writing those ideas. So, from that moment, I’ve learned to record my
ideas, but only for those critical and important ideas (that might be
revolutionize for mankind probably), such as, ideas about understanding this
realm, ideas about understanding people in person (which is usually get so
complicated, we’ll get into that later on), or even as simple as understanding
myself (which I find more difficult to do).
But there’s also the time to stop right?? Yes,
there is time to stop, because your brain doesn’t work the same way as Google
Server, so it’s a good way to rest yourself, take a time, before you started to
think again. For me, usually I’ll stop whenever I feel like, bored, or simply
tired from using my mind with all focus and sharp edge. And yes, I easily get
bored from thinking (weird right?)
In all ways, many ways, I propose this idea
about recording the ideas, so that later on you might get to use it and worked
with it. For me, this idea worked very well, and I suppose it could work for
you too.
Sincerely
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